19th September 2015

Exo dream #7: Please stay, don't go

"DAYAK! AKU MIMPI KAU JUMPE LUHAN"

(Dayak! I dreamt that you met Luhan)

"KAT THE U.S"

(At the U.S)

Asy and I were students in a uni somewhere in U.S and so was Luhan. He remembered me and even acknowledged me first! (according to Asy, we used to be good, if not, best friends before this)

Once, when we were eating together in school,

on this bench,

under this beautiful long strip of colorful papers falling directly above the bench,

Luhan suddenly sat beside me with his plate and smiled at me. 

(Can you believe that this smile doesn't have an effect on me in her dream?)

Usually, whenever he finishes his food, he'll pass whatever he didn't eat to me because that's what we used to do in the past and I will finish it for him.

"This would've been more romantic if HE ate the food for you" 

(lol I think I'm the guy while Luhan's the girl when it comes to food)

Asy could only laughed because he didn't eat only the fishball/crabsticks and the entire plate other than that was clean. But for some reason, I no longer could finish the food anymore although I used to in the past, so I passed the food to Asy instead. Being Asy, she ate my food and leave Luhan and I to talk to each other. 

(BGM: GOT7 - She's A Monster Instrumental)

Luhan was holding a basketball, doing this, 

as he talked to me (I wonder what we were talking about T_T) and being the annoying protagonist in Asy's dream, I wasn't smiling at all. I had flu and looked down all the time (Asy should've just smacked me in her dream ugh!!) 

Luhan was bouncing and transferring the ball from one hand to the other, walking around me, trying to get my attention and I really wonder how I didn't react at all! At one point, he even put his leg on the bench beside me, bend his knee and put his arm on his knee while talking DIRECTLY to me!! Tsk why was I so depressed in her dream?! Asy, on the other hand was dying for me (She said she was the cameraman and was focusing on Luhan and that she was so happy for me but at the same time annoyed cause I was so emo hahaha) 

Despite my bad mood, he still smiled at me all the way, 

like he's so happy to finally meet his childhood friend and there I was, sulking, which means that HE DID NOT SEE ME SMILE -_-

But in her dream, although I missed him a lot, I wasn't that happy, which explains why I didn't react to him at all. In fact, I was very quiet and sad - that he wasn't coming back. 

I asked, "You're not coming back right?"(WHY IS THIS SO TRUE T_T) and Luhan just smiled apologetically, looked away and then he changed the subject, talked about something we used to do together in the past.

"It's like you're happy to see him but you know he's not coming back so you don't wanna raise your hopes"

(Me af hahahais)

I'm so sad because this dream is so close to what I'm feeling right now and the current situation. SOBS BYE

#nowplaying EXO // Promise

19th September 2015

Exo dream #7: Please stay, don't go

"DAYAK! AKU MIMPI KAU JUMPE LUHAN"

(Dayak! I dreamt that you met Luhan)

"KAT THE U.S"

(At the U.S)

Asy and I were students in a uni somewhere in U.S and so was Luhan. He remembered me and even acknowledged me first! (according to Asy, we used to be good, if not, best friends before this)

Once, when we were eating together in school,

on this bench,

under this beautiful long strip of colorful papers falling directly above the bench,

Luhan suddenly sat beside me with his plate and smiled at me. 

(Can you believe that this smile doesn't have an effect on me in her dream?)

Usually, whenever he finishes his food, he'll pass whatever he didn't eat to me because that's what we used to do in the past and I will finish it for him.

"This would've been more romantic if HE ate the food for you" 

(lol I think I'm the guy while Luhan's the girl when it comes to food)

Asy could only laughed because he didn't eat only the fishball/crabsticks and the entire plate other than that was clean. But for some reason, I no longer could finish the food anymore although I used to in the past, so I passed the food to Asy instead. Being Asy, she ate my food and leave Luhan and I to talk to each other. 

(BGM: GOT7 - She's A Monster Instrumental)

Luhan was holding a basketball, doing this, 

as he talked to me (I wonder what we were talking about T_T) and being the annoying protagonist in Asy's dream, I wasn't smiling at all. I had flu and looked down all the time (Asy should've just smacked me in her dream ugh!!) 

Luhan was bouncing and transferring the ball from one hand to the other, walking around me, trying to get my attention and I really wonder how I didn't react at all! At one point, he even put his leg on the bench beside me, bend his knee and put his arm on his knee while talking DIRECTLY to me!! Tsk why was I so depressed in her dream?! Asy, on the other hand was dying for me (She said she was the cameraman and was focusing on Luhan and that she was so happy for me but at the same time annoyed cause I was so emo hahaha) 

Despite my bad mood, he still smiled at me all the way, 

like he's so happy to finally meet his childhood friend and there I was, sulking, which means that HE DID NOT SEE ME SMILE -_-

But in her dream, although I missed him a lot, I wasn't that happy, which explains why I didn't react to him at all. In fact, I was very quiet and sad - that he wasn't coming back. 

I asked, "You're not coming back right?"(WHY IS THIS SO TRUE T_T) and Luhan just smiled apologetically, looked away and then he changed the subject, talked about something we used to do together in the past.

"It's like you're happy to see him but you know he's not coming back so you don't wanna raise your hopes"

(Me af hahahais)

I'm so sad because this dream is so close to what I'm feeling right now and the current situation. SOBS BYE

#nowplaying EXO // Promise