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"You ask me where I came from, I smile and said its a secret"
written on Monday, September 21, 2015 @ 10:37 AM ✈
19th September 2015
Exo dream #7: Please stay, don't go
"DAYAK! AKU MIMPI KAU JUMPE LUHAN"
(Dayak! I dreamt that you met Luhan)
"KAT THE U.S"
(At the U.S)
Asy and I were students in a uni somewhere in U.S and so was Luhan. He remembered me and even acknowledged me first! (according to Asy, we used to be good, if not, best friends before this)
Once, when we were eating together in school,
on this bench,
under this beautiful long strip of colorful papers falling directly above the bench,
Luhan suddenly sat beside me with his plate and smiled at me.
(Can you believe that this smile doesn't have an effect on me in her dream?)
Usually, whenever he finishes his food, he'll pass whatever he didn't eat to me because that's what we used to do in the past and I will finish it for him.
"This would've been more romantic if HE ate the food for you"
(lol I think I'm the guy while Luhan's the girl when it comes to food)
Asy could only laughed because he didn't eat only the fishball/crabsticks and the entire plate other than that was clean. But for some reason, I no longer could finish the food anymore although I used to in the past, so I passed the food to Asy instead. Being Asy, she ate my food and leave Luhan and I to talk to each other.
Luhan was holding a basketball, doing this,
as he talked to me (I wonder what we were talking about T_T) and being the annoying protagonist in Asy's dream, I wasn't smiling at all. I had flu and looked down all the time (Asy should've just smacked me in her dream ugh!!)
Luhan was bouncing and transferring the ball from one hand to the other, walking around me, trying to get my attention and I really wonder how I didn't react at all! At one point, he even put his leg on the bench beside me, bend his knee and put his arm on his knee while talking DIRECTLY to me!! Tsk why was I so depressed in her dream?! Asy, on the other hand was dying for me (She said she was the cameraman and was focusing on Luhan and that she was so happy for me but at the same time annoyed cause I was so emo hahaha)
Despite my bad mood, he still smiled at me all the way,
like he's so happy to finally meet his childhood friend and there I was, sulking, which means that HE DID NOT SEE ME SMILE -_-
But in her dream, although I missed him a lot, I wasn't that happy, which explains why I didn't react to him at all. In fact, I was very quiet and sad - that he wasn't coming back.
I asked, "You're not coming back right?"(WHY IS THIS SO TRUE T_T) and Luhan just smiled apologetically, looked away and then he changed the subject, talked about something we used to do together in the past.
"It's like you're happy to see him but you know he's not coming back so you don't wanna raise your hopes"
(Me af hahahais)
I'm so sad because this dream is so close to what I'm feeling right now and the current situation. SOBS BYE
#nowplaying EXO // Promise
Labels: dreams vs reality, exo, luhan
Sometimes, dreams are better than reality
written on Sunday, September 21, 2014 @ 2:16 AM ✈
Asyilah asked me to write down my dreams about Exo so.....why not? :)
Exo dream #1: The day I stalked Sehun (in my dreams duhh)
EXO came to Singapore and apparently, I was in the same hotel as them and as I left the entrance, there were already fans outside waiting on the stairs for them. Diana was there too and while joining her, I said "Eppp" (since she's not a fan of exo to the extent where she'll wait for them) and she's like "I can't resist them LOL." I had a feeling that EXO weren't in the building so I went to the shopping streets instead and only a few fans followed me (sibok jer) And there they were, walking at the streets but started to go separate ways when they saw fans following them.
I followed Sehun and stared at his perfect back (Sehun 3 hehehe)
As he was walking, there's some stain on his black pants so I said, "Err, there's something on your pants" and he replied, "Ohh" while rubbing it off (without saying THANKS tsk) Then, both of us were at a corner...ALONE and that's when I saw Kai. I was so shocked to see how close the 3 of us were. Being Kai, he was grinning away...
(if grinning could kill, I'd be dead by then -.-)
Asked SeKai to sign my Overdose photocard but the pen I gave Sehun was an orange pen and he was like,
"Is this okay?"
so I replied, "Yeah go on".
Suddenly, I saw Luhan and wanted to go to him but there was an auntie who was asking him to sign too (seriously menyebok) Oh and apparently, Luhan was holding on 3 pouches which I think all belong to him LOL. So I had to give Luhan a miss (stupid, I know) and just stayed with Sehun. Just when I'm about to ask Kai, the manager came and all the boys ran away xD (reminds me of Infinite Sesame Player where they tried their best to avoid their managers xP)
Exo dream #2: Iftar with Luhan (masok Islam kot)
My parents invited Luhan over for iftar (HAHAHAHAHAA) and we had fried chicken (i think i watched too much EST)
My dad asked him a question which is obviously about me and I replied Luhan something but I can't remember what's the question and what I replied T^T But what I remember is that Luhan whispered to me and said...
"I know you love me too much"
(OH CRAP)
Exo dream #3: Play time with EXO
Suho and EXO came (to idk where but yeah they came lol) I was best friends with Suho so he actually asked me to follow him out with my other friends but unfortunately, the bus was full so I had to leave them and stay with EXO instead. It was very awkward with EXO so I sat in the canteen and there was Sehun and Kai who tried talking to me.
Kai's noona was there and she suggested that we play a game and so we did. I've actually liked Luhan but there was this girl who kept on pulling him to her side -_- Bijj. There was this one time when Luhan was behind me but this bijj girl pulled Luhan hence she was behind me instead.
Since I was mad....I woke up. HAHAHA
Exo dream #4: Being friends with Tao
We were in the carpark, talking from our vehicle (Tao was in his own car while I'm in mine). We were talking while bickering.
Me: Tao, why are you always here? Why are you following me?
Tao: What?! I did not! This is my place/country (we were in china that time)
Me: Tsk, don't you have any schedules? Why don't you bring Luhan here instead!
Tao: Nope, we don't have any today. Luhan's away eating with his mum/friens, i don't know!!
Me: *side eyes* or is he eating with his girlfriend?
Tao: He doesn't have a girlfriend!!
*continues bickering until there's this lady horns her car at us and hence we changed our location hah*
Exo dream #5: Luhan
Went to TLPSG (it was D28 since TLPSG btw) and I was at the moshpit. During the last segment of the concert, I was at the end of the pit so Xiumin came to me and reached out his hand for me to hold it and so I held his hand.
He then brought me up the stage and dragged me to the backstage. There, the members were all present except for Luhan. I was so speechless seeing them that I cried until one of the members, if I'm not wrong, Chanyeol, hand out a Luhan banner, fan and file to me xD (so cute) I asked them where is Luhan but they said he's not here so I teared (LOL) But I still appreciate the stuffs that they gave me and begin to get engrossed with the items.
All of a sudden, when I look up, there stood Luhan, in white, standing there, looking at me with a smile on his face and there I was, tearing with tears of joy, seeing that perfect namja that I've been waiting to meet.
#GetWellSoonLuhan
(I think I miss him too much till I dreamt about him haha)
Exo dream #6: That one chance but my phone blew it away
I was walking around a building and there came Luhan who just ended his practice. While he was drying his hair with a towel, I was contemplating if I should call him so I decided to not call him at first and just stare at him from far.
As he passed by, I can't help myself but to call out his name and he turned his back.
I was so shocked when he began to approach me.
I asked him if I could take a selfie with him and he agreed (YAY) BUT!!! my phone was being a bij -_- Despite trying to take a selfie TWICE, the camera failed on me -_- Luhan then said
"Wait a minute"
and approached the taxi driver who was waiting for him impatiently *roll eyes* and asked him to wait but the driver said NO so in the end, Luhan sat in the taxi leaving me dumbfounded.....
(YOU ASS.)
Labels: dreams vs reality, exo
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"You ask me where I came from, I smile and said its a secret"
written on Monday, September 21, 2015 @ 10:37 AM ✈
19th September 2015
Exo dream #7: Please stay, don't go
"DAYAK! AKU MIMPI KAU JUMPE LUHAN"
(Dayak! I dreamt that you met Luhan)
"KAT THE U.S"
(At the U.S)
Asy and I were students in a uni somewhere in U.S and so was Luhan. He remembered me and even acknowledged me first! (according to Asy, we used to be good, if not, best friends before this)
Once, when we were eating together in school,
on this bench,
under this beautiful long strip of colorful papers falling directly above the bench,
Luhan suddenly sat beside me with his plate and smiled at me.
(Can you believe that this smile doesn't have an effect on me in her dream?)
Usually, whenever he finishes his food, he'll pass whatever he didn't eat to me because that's what we used to do in the past and I will finish it for him.
"This would've been more romantic if HE ate the food for you"
(lol I think I'm the guy while Luhan's the girl when it comes to food)
Asy could only laughed because he didn't eat only the fishball/crabsticks and the entire plate other than that was clean. But for some reason, I no longer could finish the food anymore although I used to in the past, so I passed the food to Asy instead. Being Asy, she ate my food and leave Luhan and I to talk to each other.
Luhan was holding a basketball, doing this,
as he talked to me (I wonder what we were talking about T_T) and being the annoying protagonist in Asy's dream, I wasn't smiling at all. I had flu and looked down all the time (Asy should've just smacked me in her dream ugh!!)
Luhan was bouncing and transferring the ball from one hand to the other, walking around me, trying to get my attention and I really wonder how I didn't react at all! At one point, he even put his leg on the bench beside me, bend his knee and put his arm on his knee while talking DIRECTLY to me!! Tsk why was I so depressed in her dream?! Asy, on the other hand was dying for me (She said she was the cameraman and was focusing on Luhan and that she was so happy for me but at the same time annoyed cause I was so emo hahaha)
Despite my bad mood, he still smiled at me all the way,
like he's so happy to finally meet his childhood friend and there I was, sulking, which means that HE DID NOT SEE ME SMILE -_-
But in her dream, although I missed him a lot, I wasn't that happy, which explains why I didn't react to him at all. In fact, I was very quiet and sad - that he wasn't coming back.
I asked, "You're not coming back right?"(WHY IS THIS SO TRUE T_T) and Luhan just smiled apologetically, looked away and then he changed the subject, talked about something we used to do together in the past.
"It's like you're happy to see him but you know he's not coming back so you don't wanna raise your hopes"
(Me af hahahais)
I'm so sad because this dream is so close to what I'm feeling right now and the current situation. SOBS BYE
#nowplaying EXO // Promise
Labels: dreams vs reality, exo, luhan
Sometimes, dreams are better than reality
written on Sunday, September 21, 2014 @ 2:16 AM ✈
Asyilah asked me to write down my dreams about Exo so.....why not? :)
Exo dream #1: The day I stalked Sehun (in my dreams duhh)
EXO came to Singapore and apparently, I was in the same hotel as them and as I left the entrance, there were already fans outside waiting on the stairs for them. Diana was there too and while joining her, I said "Eppp" (since she's not a fan of exo to the extent where she'll wait for them) and she's like "I can't resist them LOL." I had a feeling that EXO weren't in the building so I went to the shopping streets instead and only a few fans followed me (sibok jer) And there they were, walking at the streets but started to go separate ways when they saw fans following them.
I followed Sehun and stared at his perfect back (Sehun 3 hehehe)
As he was walking, there's some stain on his black pants so I said, "Err, there's something on your pants" and he replied, "Ohh" while rubbing it off (without saying THANKS tsk) Then, both of us were at a corner...ALONE and that's when I saw Kai. I was so shocked to see how close the 3 of us were. Being Kai, he was grinning away...
(if grinning could kill, I'd be dead by then -.-)
Asked SeKai to sign my Overdose photocard but the pen I gave Sehun was an orange pen and he was like,
"Is this okay?"
so I replied, "Yeah go on".
Suddenly, I saw Luhan and wanted to go to him but there was an auntie who was asking him to sign too (seriously menyebok) Oh and apparently, Luhan was holding on 3 pouches which I think all belong to him LOL. So I had to give Luhan a miss (stupid, I know) and just stayed with Sehun. Just when I'm about to ask Kai, the manager came and all the boys ran away xD (reminds me of Infinite Sesame Player where they tried their best to avoid their managers xP)
Exo dream #2: Iftar with Luhan (masok Islam kot)
My parents invited Luhan over for iftar (HAHAHAHAHAA) and we had fried chicken (i think i watched too much EST)
My dad asked him a question which is obviously about me and I replied Luhan something but I can't remember what's the question and what I replied T^T But what I remember is that Luhan whispered to me and said...
"I know you love me too much"
(OH CRAP)
Exo dream #3: Play time with EXO
Suho and EXO came (to idk where but yeah they came lol) I was best friends with Suho so he actually asked me to follow him out with my other friends but unfortunately, the bus was full so I had to leave them and stay with EXO instead. It was very awkward with EXO so I sat in the canteen and there was Sehun and Kai who tried talking to me.
Kai's noona was there and she suggested that we play a game and so we did. I've actually liked Luhan but there was this girl who kept on pulling him to her side -_- Bijj. There was this one time when Luhan was behind me but this bijj girl pulled Luhan hence she was behind me instead.
Since I was mad....I woke up. HAHAHA
Exo dream #4: Being friends with Tao
We were in the carpark, talking from our vehicle (Tao was in his own car while I'm in mine). We were talking while bickering.
Me: Tao, why are you always here? Why are you following me?
Tao: What?! I did not! This is my place/country (we were in china that time)
Me: Tsk, don't you have any schedules? Why don't you bring Luhan here instead!
Tao: Nope, we don't have any today. Luhan's away eating with his mum/friens, i don't know!!
Me: *side eyes* or is he eating with his girlfriend?
Tao: He doesn't have a girlfriend!!
*continues bickering until there's this lady horns her car at us and hence we changed our location hah*
Exo dream #5: Luhan
Went to TLPSG (it was D28 since TLPSG btw) and I was at the moshpit. During the last segment of the concert, I was at the end of the pit so Xiumin came to me and reached out his hand for me to hold it and so I held his hand.
He then brought me up the stage and dragged me to the backstage. There, the members were all present except for Luhan. I was so speechless seeing them that I cried until one of the members, if I'm not wrong, Chanyeol, hand out a Luhan banner, fan and file to me xD (so cute) I asked them where is Luhan but they said he's not here so I teared (LOL) But I still appreciate the stuffs that they gave me and begin to get engrossed with the items.
All of a sudden, when I look up, there stood Luhan, in white, standing there, looking at me with a smile on his face and there I was, tearing with tears of joy, seeing that perfect namja that I've been waiting to meet.
#GetWellSoonLuhan
(I think I miss him too much till I dreamt about him haha)
Exo dream #6: That one chance but my phone blew it away
I was walking around a building and there came Luhan who just ended his practice. While he was drying his hair with a towel, I was contemplating if I should call him so I decided to not call him at first and just stare at him from far.
As he passed by, I can't help myself but to call out his name and he turned his back.
I was so shocked when he began to approach me.
I asked him if I could take a selfie with him and he agreed (YAY) BUT!!! my phone was being a bij -_- Despite trying to take a selfie TWICE, the camera failed on me -_- Luhan then said
"Wait a minute"
and approached the taxi driver who was waiting for him impatiently *roll eyes* and asked him to wait but the driver said NO so in the end, Luhan sat in the taxi leaving me dumbfounded.....
(YOU ASS.)
Labels: dreams vs reality, exo
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